used to say that dislike ppl add music to their blogs... but now found htat it's not just like or dislike... so..add music to mine as well..

 

donno the english name of this piece.. but it used to moved me much.. still remember that when i heard this piece in Lv Si Qing's concert.. haha .. babe sis should know abt that... at that time.. this piece s just the most peaceful music in the world.. that i can think abt.

 

anyway..

easter s coming.. and this yr i m gona be back to beijing.. loads of things to be done.. like revision...one of the most important hting... really looking forward to being back now.. coz a kinda miss dad..mum and aunty...also .. have a luxury desire of seeing Z... but i know that's would be the most impossible thing that ever could happen...ha.. i always tell myself that coz i know really.. things r more complecated in reality.. and even the god is playing around us... i mean..me actually..

 

umm i m gona miss out the Britain-trip for my A class mates.. Michael s gona travel around the whole britain during the easter.. well maybe not the whole Britain but still ... unfortunatly i m not going to be here.. otherwise i ll go with him and meet up with those babes here..

 

tmr s Wang Shu's b-day.. so many ppl 's birthday s in March.. she's now a really beautiful chick.. cannt even imagine when we were in junior high school.. we were both guy-looking ... haha.. anyway .. miss u so much and really wanna see u sometime in the summer.. by then.. we both gota unis ... and really can do somthin fun together.. after all we havn't been seeing each other for at least 3yrs...and even havnt' talk in msn... tho we should have to...:P

 

umm EASTER!! again.. i ll still think abt the NICE EASTER... i ll meet nick lee in beijing at some points.... and invite him to a meal.. in chen's restaurant.. maybe hand in jo's chem homwork meanwhile..heihei... probably goto Qing Hua uni's chem lab ... but just probably.. and go to some attractions... but really.. thought that's a kinda weired... coz havnt been to any myself even tho i m a Beijinger...

 

huummm nice...

well personaly.. thank to the non-chinese education.. which teaches me more abt enjoying life instead of studying life... we ll rock it and make it full of fun..!!

 

anyway.. should be back to academic stuff.. life worths being enjoyed but cannever be ALWAYS enjoyable...haha.. a bit contradicted..

 

START FIGHTING!!! for my oxford uni~~

 

ah by the way.. i now know why angi can enter ox uni with a so low condition.... coz her place is given by a student who declined the offer from ox.... aha..that makes me more balanced abt my sky-high condition.... i ll do my best!! cheers up!! oh.. yeah!!

after randomly searching in google... i found the persont who ZHB mensioned to me a few days ago... the guy who s gona enter oxford uni as well in this Oct... well another RDFZer..especially ZHB's senior high school's classmate... another non-human being...=.=well have to say.. they r really greate... well i mean we :P.. actually i knew this person by a chance through whoever's blog... forgot abt the details.. only knew he s so bright... anyway.. i m not so bad in a way either..:P

 

tmr i m gona do some real work and keep my brain busy so that i can reach the fxxking high condition to ox uni.. whenever thinking abt the damn perfesor who interviewed me the other day.. i ll feel chill....=.=

 

anyway.. life came back to its own track.. wot needs to be done is just keep myself busy... nomatter how uncolorful it is...

 

SPRING s coming..  there s sunshine everyday .. everywhere..except for my room...=.= in turn.. started missing my previous room.. which si a guy's room now.. house 14 lathbury rd.. i still remember last easter.. when i stayed here along.. i saw the tree outside house 12.. the leaves come back with pinky faces... a kinda cute.. => sakurako.. somehow.. i remembered this little girl.. how r u now..... start to miss u.. especially in spring..

 

well .. actulaly.. i don't even know what i v written.. ya.. at this time.. just wanna type somethin.. even writing such noncense...

 

well babe u know.. i d better bowrrow a e-dictionary... in order to deal with those damn biochem vocabs... sucks...

 

okay... i ll come towards my st hugh's college step by step... confidence level came to 70% by now.. don't make myself disappointed..!!

 

P.S to babe temmu...

do u think my english is a bit chinglish? (chinglish = chinese+english.. u know that..)

i seems couldn't speak proper english at all..>.<

i ll go swing sometime before leaving for easter.. i ll call ya for sure.. BUT.. don't go swing by ur own.. that's dangours..as you guys told me.. ^_~

mocks r finished. my results this time is not as good as usual. especially maths and economics. my maths was really crap as i didn't sleep the night before doing paper 1. anyway david harris said i can get a 7 finally .. but only just. so does my chem. because my paper 3 was rubish ...only got 14 out of 25. my economics was really stupid.. no more comments on it.. coz dont' know how and wot to comment abt.

 

anyway this really reflex my ability under the condition taht didn't revise at all. and being sure that after 2 months revision. i can do better.. and much better.. now i gain more confidences of entering Ox uni..

 

kevin said today.. if u were not yet starting panic.. now is the time to do so .. hha..that's a kinda funny. do we need to be told when to start panic?? anyway thanx to kevin really.. he told me yesterday that don't worry yang.. i m sure that u can get a 7 finally. even tho this time u were a bit out. i remembered i was looking at his face and his faithful expression moved me... i v never ever thought he could say those to anyone... i was suddenly warmed up. thank him very much...really very much...

 

that's may be just called "teacher" .. when u r out.. he ll drag you back... when u r wondering around .. he ll point out the way you should go.. suddenly i find i m rite to chose here to study and meet these ppl here. i m lucky.. tons of happiness filled into my heart.. i survived at least.. and is able to continue living... in this world filled with love.

 

well anyway.. i ll work harder.. for sure during the next 55days.... and enjoy the final 55days of my high school life.. carry baskets of happiness with me going to unis...