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    my damn mobile...

    lose my mobile on chinese new yr...aha..well got a new one last friday and it's the same #..but untill now they havnt' activated the sim yet... wot's the fxxk...
     
    today i finished my 3rd subject and started on another one for the damn mock.. maths paper 1 was incrediblly crap due to lack of sleeping.. i realized exams without revision is muuuuuuuuuuuch better than without sleeping...so take care my friends..
     
    well this time i m definitely not getting a 42/42..but in most ppl's opionion i m always there for 42..even in last wassial.. ppl honered me a name that "person who got 42 everytime"..actually i v reached 2 42s only :P and ytd joanna told me girs in her house asked her whether she's the "lady 42".. well i know still.. there r lots of ppl expecting me to get 42s.... that's a kinda pressure on me .. i actually didn't do anything intending to remain the potins.. but last term was sooooo werid.. without any specific studies.. i still got a 42.... jealous and incredible...and this term.. definitely not going to remain the werid luck..
     
    不知道姑姑是否现在还会看我的blog..。反正最近可能试图给我打电话但没打通过。。。因为我手机在新年的时候丢了。。=。=虽然说上周五已经因为买了保险而得到了赔偿的另一个手机。。但他们居然还没有激活我的sim卡。。所以目前为止我与外界暂时隔离了。。隔离了本以为就能好好复习了。。但是发现完全不是这么一回事。。算了。。自己的负面消息我就不做进一步汇报了。。省的挨骂。。
     
    已经考完了数学物理英语三门模拟考试。。还有三门周五就可以彻底放松一下了。。但是我好像一直在放松。。所以还是保持紧绷好了<—我在说废话。。总体而言考得还算可以。。只不过数学的第一部分彻底废了。。因为头一个晚上彻夜未眠复习来着。。结果复习的东西没用上不说第二天还晕晕乎乎结果考挂了。。但第二部分还好。。还好。。物理总体感觉没有什么失误。。但马虎这破毛病说不定能让我挂。。英文感觉没什么底但也不至于太差。。这次要是再拿满分我丫就神奇了。。所以为了防止一个神奇的小孩的诞生。。这回第一我让给killian。。。=。=不过料他也考不到往日我的成绩。。(窃笑中)。。
     
    现在就跟永远睡不饱一样。。累。。烦。。就想睡觉了。。明天的化学我还p都没看呢。。我复习去。。考得好坏周五才能定论。。然后下周才能知道结果。。我怕我知道结果自杀的心都有。。不过不至于。不至于。。
     
    嗯。。我继续复习去。。效率也就30%左右。。妈的。。有点sb。。

    the outsider

    our mock has started... has got rid of 2 subjects already.. kinda feeling good...
     
    whenever see everyone else suffering from the tiring and busy revising... by the comparison.. i m just so energetic... ya i know that's all started since this morning.. the first glance of that puzzle life..i know there ll be someday that i m tired abt those puzzles....and give up...
     
    i m a kinda person who ll never say her feeling out...
     
    anyway.. tomorrow it's the time of getting my mobile back .. and no exams =) hope can do as well as usual.. of coz losing some points is also fine as no need to be the toppest all the time...

    哇噻我死定了

    昨天本来原定计划是开始复习。。发现完全办不到。。早上起来给妈妈打电话。。吃过饭之后看了一部电影。。然后发现自己睡着了。。。晚饭过后去jo家拿他从simon那里拿到的chinese new year的Vedio。。回来就心潮澎湃的反复看了N遍还是看不够。。。越看越激动。。。然后一晃就两点多了。。。三点叫学长起床之后就睡了。。早上8点半起来吃饭然后回来发现又看了一遍CNY的vedio。。。真的是百看不厌。。。
     
    还有三个小时我就要去剑桥了。。cece会在那里接我。。原定计划是晚上和cece学长一起吃饭。。然后和cece去看梁祝。。。但是计划赶不上变化。。便也不需过分计划。。早上朱昊博上线跟我说了一句"hehe"之后就杳无音讯了。。。顿感生活中处处充满了诡异。。。-。-
     
    昨天晓旭他们去曼彻斯特了。。据说东西超级便宜。。嗯。。我去的时候怎么就没注意这一点涅。。。大概原本就不aiming在买东西吧。。昨天晚上抓到了久别的Aly。。然后我。。猫总和joanna根可爱的aly聊天聊得很high。。本来想让晓旭那傻丫头也分享一下。。可是他和她老公+胖子阿智玩牌玩的不亦乐乎。。。于是我被忽视了。。。
     
    昨天和jo聊到了大学的问题。。jo一下子说到了我心里去了。。在哪里都是龙头。。就会失去对学习的动力。。所以牛津适合我。。而那天深得UCL教授喜爱。。如果到那里去。。也许今后的生活还会像现在这样吧。。。所以牛津是最适合我的地方。。
     
    joanna,今天面试要加油哦!!争取LFC能给你offer!!
     
    发现最近和妈妈聊天的时候她总要提一下“男朋友”的问题。。想要早点把我嫁出去阿。。我觉得还不如索性跟他编一个imaginary boyfriend好涅。。。除了这个。。就是跟我说学习的问题。。越来越唠叨了。。问我什么时候最后考试。。跟我说这段时间什么都别作就好好复习考试。。跟我说一定能考上牛津。。跟我说最后一下了。。赶快别的什么都放弃好好学习。。。总觉得现在有一种逆反的心理。。他越是让我好好学习我越是不想。。哎。。。
     
    不管怎么样。。我还是要开始复习了。。要不然死定了。。-。-
     
    好了我去吃饭。。
    这篇日至真是彻底的流水账~~

    CNY summary

    the chinese new yr celebration was full of fun.. this yr i didn't have so many porformances as last yr... only a play, a singing and a dancing... well not so few tho.. anyway we were enjoying our festival sooo much.. thanx babe temuu.. and all who came to watch.... my favourate performance is, for sure, our 8-ppl singing... 'today i ll marry ya'... lovely poses cute ppl... well anyway i uploaded loads of pics for this festival celebration in the album... unfortunately, our dancing was not so perfect as it should be.. ppl are getting nervious and all.. but it doesn't matter babe... we enjoyed it at least =)
     
    yesterday was valentine's day... i wenta london with my dear sis... we were enjoying looking around for the way to Imperial.. haha ...but still lots of fun involved.. i ate chocolate as well yesterday ... but ofcourse it s not from my imaginary boyfriend.. ( they are from the imperial ones ).. well i v got the day travel card for FEB. 14 at least.. which is a kinda memorable... thought really... being cheated by Imperial.. would rather like not going there and having my whole day off...well.. the unis really need to say clearly who they want and whether they wanted to offer us places in advance... sometimes ppl like me can get very angury after being cheated by UCL and York.....=.=
     
    anyway yesterday s kinda great.. wenta eat and then send my dear sis home... but the atomsphere was a kinda strange in the end.. well take it easy...
     
    on the coach yesterday .. i told my sis that i found myself loving Z but havn't inform him by any chance... sis was getting shocked...well i know... he s a kinda not suit for me in her opinion... and she knows him quite much actually... well i think i have just been fool for soo many yrs and dont wanna misunderstand myself again...
     
    umm dear sis..if u see this piece of blog ... plz dont mention his name ... coz he may also take a glance of my blogs at some points.... and i just wanna to deal with him myself... u know.. he s a kinda person who s not really have the willing to express himself...O_o and .... easy to escape from the reality...
     
    anyway... these days was full of fun.. HOWEVER... next up is our "dear..amazing..fantastic MOCKs"... dont wanna to fail the criteria of the oxford one..... hurry up for revisions!!!

    snowy

    i know it's too late to say " it's snowing!!" .. but.. still .. a kinda exciting.
     
    yesterday .. the sknow was just alrite.. ppl were playing snowball fighting outside my window.. but i just watched without any paticipation.. u know..i m a person who s actually afraid of snowing.. remember whenever it snowed.. anything can bring me back to sadness... i was born in snow.. accompanied by snow.. a grew up.. but.. hate snow...
     
    anyway... everything covered by snow.. the mind goes back suddenly to 4yrs ago... the snowy day..in RDFZ.. i was doing my hw at school as usual.. while everyone else wenta the "snowball fighting"... it was quiet in our classroom.. only me and ZHB were there...we didn't say a word even... i just enjoyed the quietness there... which never, ever occurs again... love the atmosphere of that day... i guess... that was the most peaceful moment i have ever had... i know i like the feeling that there is someone sitting beside me without disturbing... just like when i was studying in the library last yr with G... as same as ZHB on that day.. without any intention ... he just sat beside me ...without a word... love the feeling.. it's a kinda monitoring however... but not quite in a way...
     
    snow...always brings something.. the sky after snowing was just wonderful... bring ur mind to a new wonderland... aha that's cool..
     
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    thanks to the snow.. we didnt have the last lesson ytd...aha...but as far as i know.. kevin ryce was sitting in the classroom and waiting for us coming..but no one came....including his prouded killian.... umm ...^!~
     
    time to get rid of all the otherthing in my mind.... saying goodbye..

    renew~~~

    just wanna renew~~ahh haha~~
     
    tmr i only have 2 lessons since maths&english teachers s gona be absent.. u know.. the time arranged is really rubish.. one's on 11am, while the other one s on 3pm... would rather prefer both of the lessons are together.. even they could be in the very early morning...
     
    dear joanna has been internal suspanded..poor her... tho she has only 1 lesson in the afternoon tmr, she has to com to sue s office and do works there.. however, u know....just having free period is also  a bad thing....for me at least...
     
    after the damn internal assessment, including the econo and english oral.. should be more relaxing...HOWEVER...be realistic..things just went and keep going wrong... already fed up with life...and ppl...like the "bitch"... sucks me ....
     
    loas of hw plus the frequently practices of CNY...and lack of sleeping make me really tired... but fortunately.. i saw lots of lovely ppl around me... sabrina, temmu and i were soooooo lucky to get together and having fun through the hip-hop dancing.. joanna s a really strict teacher and a really good audience.... thanx for that ... our dancing has been a kinda perfect... chen's still enjoying her time with bf... but still wanna say.. she s a good friend... can never forget the other day... that all of us... the good friends .. was crying....... letting the god be shocked!!!
     
    anyway... such short time... being here, st clare's for 2 yrs...or even less.. so many ppl i ll never forgetabt. sabrina.. chen.. joanna .. stef.. temmu and ysy ... luv u guys soo much... those who has left... alice.. lucy... remember the time we spent forever... A ZHI..PZ.. HD and little sis JX.. u just came... and will be staying for another 1 or 2 yrs...bless u guys... hope someday.. u can still remember me.. remember us.. remember the experience we v brought to ya.. remember the happiness between us....
     
    QS has left me a bottle of paper stars... i ll leave them to the XUE MEI XUE DI.....i know that... u ll pass the thing forever... to the chinese... let every one see our footprints...
     
    ya...that's the final piece i wnana say to you guys... just before i graduate... luv u guys forever... remember u guys forever... miss you guys when the leisure comes...

    complain~~

    got complain from babe temmu...sop..since today~ i ll write this blog in english
     
    finished my "dear" internal assessment...well could be better..but never..ever..wanna touch it....damn pieces...
     
    yesterday chatted with Z again..but lose the feeling of missing him.. from what he has written... i can see no hopeness... don't know whether that's love..but the confusion is all around...anyway..i ll be optimistic...with these kinda thing..as i said to H, love him quietly and modestly...he ll feel abt it.. or, a better way..tell him the feeling after come back to china.. eliminate all barriers...
     
    today is saturday..ought to do some work..like maths portfolio..well have to say donnt wanna do it...especially i don't necessarily need to do it since i v got 15/20 last time. but still.. could be better. damn david harris..whenever thinking abt his funny micky mouse face ... i ll start to sware....anyway he s a kinda good teacher but just cannt make anyone feel good..remembered when maureen s here...maths used to be the most interesting lesson i d like to go... anyway that became memory...
     
    u know...at some point during this week...i have to finish my maths portfolio as well as the damn english essay...even chemistry questions.. which even need more time for looking up data from databook...<— that's the most annoying thing i v ever been doing.....seriously..and.... also at some poitn duirng this week... i have to start revision...revision for mock...the scary exam...
     
    ahh..the only good thing after the mock is easter holiday...i ll be back to china..without the willing to meet any of my friedns and just revise for my finals.... but u know...it's only a plann for the lovely easter.. and i v got loads of other dreams for that easter... such as eating tons of roast duck... sleeping during all day and nite...wow..that's would be just wonderful...
     
    see... i m such a lovely person...=)